Friday, March 13, 2009
WE BROKE SIXTH! (:
Amidst the difficulties, and things that seemed so impossible,
we made it possible.
Thank you Lord,
Xuwen,
Claire,
Debs,
White-and-green-badges, --Bern, Esther, Mel, V.K --Sharon L., Swee En, Yvette
Teammates --ALISON, MEGAN, AMELIA, MARTHA!
that made this sweetsweet break possible.
Quarters, here we come (:
KEEP THE FAITH, KEEPING FAITH
Y5:51 PM
Friday, February 13, 2009
Incoherent blog posts and random sentences fill up my life. Maybe this will be the first blog post that is in a proper prose form, with complete sentences, coherent thoughts and stylish vocabulary. Oh yeah, since when can stylish be used to describe vocabulary? As my English teacher kindly reminds me, I've gotta "EXPAND (YOUR) VOCAB!" Sure thing, but teach me. Everything in my life has a cause and effect cycle, no matter how hard I try...i never seem to succeed. This brings me back to my academics, (lack of) leadership positions, friendship, relationships difficulties. Ah, what is the meaning of perfect then? Or to lead a charmed life? I can only look from after, shrouded by my own longings, barricaded by obstacles in life.
What is the opposite of faith then? FEAR.
The greatest thing in fear is fear itself. Ubiquitous fears that are mostly unrequited. Why then? I need to flash out my logic links and explain it to myself first.
UOy (D)EVOL I
OD LLITS I
TEGROF T'NAC I SOC
SENITENLAV YPPAH
Y3:00 AM
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday!
I adore Sundays, the day of rest.
And the day that I feel totally accepted.
A day of praise & worship, filled to the brim with thanksgiving.
No hypocrisy, no veneer, no awkward feelings before Him.
Yay :D
Y1:46 AM
Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Cancel my subscriptions, I'm tired of your issues.
Get off my back, quit texting me.
You're breaking my heart.
It's (not) over.
It's really annoying when you catch me off guard.
All has ended.
Closure closes in.
Forget what we used to be.
Move on,
love.
Y6:33 PM
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
_ doesn't think you're ever a hundred percent in the room.
I think it's me.
Yes, it is me.
No, it can't be me.
Cos it you.
It always is.
And will ever be.
Ice cream soda + beer
Pepsi + beer
F&N Orange + beer
wth is happening to me
The fragility of life finally dawned on me. While I was on the way home from Sitiawan, on Grassland express coach, i was really pleading with God for his mercy. The Muar bus crash was really a big blow. And I thank Him for His mercy.
Hide me now,
Under Your wings.
Cover me,
Within Your mighty hands.
Y6:29 PM
Monday, November 24, 2008
pig_ley99@hotmail.com says:
me drop hints on what ><
cherylongthelamer@hotmail.com says:
you like him
pig_ley99@hotmail.com says:
ohhhhhhhhhh
pig_ley99@hotmail.com says:
aiyah
pig_ley99@hotmail.com says:
he's MR DENSE
pig_ley99@hotmail.com says:
he cant geddit de
pig_ley99@hotmail.com says:
hahahaaha : D
cherylongthelamer@hotmail.com says:
nothing can ever penetrate him
cherylongthelamer@hotmail.com says:
NO PUN INTENDED
pig_ley99@hotmail.com says:
its a fact k
cherylongthelamer@hotmail.com says:
haha
cherylongthelamer@hotmail.com says:
alright there's a pun
cherylongthelamer@hotmail.com says:
if he never ever change his sex perference
cherylongthelamer@hotmail.com says:
preference*
cherylongthelamer@hotmail.com says:
btw, my junior calls me 'sexually attractive'
woah, hear hear XDD
Y6:18 AM
Friday, November 21, 2008
Trust you is just one defense
Off a list of others, you don't make sense
Beg me time and time again
to take you back now, but you can't win
Take back now, my life you're stealing
Yesterday was hell
But Today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without youAnd all I ever thought you would be
That face is tearing holes in me,
Maybe that is why there's so much teenage angst and whatnots out there. Just take a look at these lyrics. It just about so aptly sums up about everything I'm feeling now, what more the thousands of songs out there other teens can associate with? but today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of youOr maybe this song means so much to me cos I know it has once been loved before. Eugene commented that my display picture is emo and "not me".
Avery asked why my personal messages (on MSN) are so emo.
Yam bluntly shoved "your blog so emo" into my face.
Not my fault.
I'm just....perpetually down :D
The English subtitled MV of Huru Huru ROCKS!
Y5:44 PM
Sunday, November 16, 2008
I picked up the phone so many times,
just to put it down again.
Disappointment?
Desolate despair?
Maybe.The tendrils of sudden longing, winding its way up slowly.
I could write a novel,
on everything,
and anything,
Infinity.Have I been searching?
Do I need more complications in my life?
No.It has been one year, four months and three weeks since she first met him. He struck her as a typical male on the streets, until he got her number and they struck up a conversation. Threads of a stable friendship then started spinning, weaving, and crisscrossing. The line slowly crossed from being mutual acquaintances, to a platonic friendship and further blurred.......
to what?The essay was completed, but will there ever be a happy ending in sight?
Y6:47 AM